Thinking or Dilemma?? Maybe..

As-salam..

actually, i'm not sure either it's right or wrong to post this but i'd chose to post it up.. recently, i've been so sensitive i think as i can even know that some people are changing.. change from the way they behave towards me.. towards others, i'm not sure..

Maybe it's true that i'm too sensitive or Maybe it IS true that they had changed theirs.. Wallahualam..

if they did, i really want to know about it.. only i'm not sure will they tell me the truth about it or not.. to be more specific, peeps always hiding the truth and never want to say anything that can hurts others aite? but i think i prefer the truth though it's bitter rather than enjoying the sweetest lying words..

Maybe i made a mistake accidentally and never realizing it even though i kept on thinking bout it.. Maybe it's the thing that i' assumed as a simple easy thingy but for them it's BIG and hard.. Maybe it's my fault for being too honest.. or Maybe it's ME that think too much on it.. I'm really in ambiguous situation.. about myself and them..

seriously i've never been in this situation before.. but come Hell or High Water, i still have Allah by my side.. Thank you Allah for always shine my day.. 

For them, i'm really sorry if i ever hurt you people.. here, i seek for your forgiveness as i don't want to be someone that is so called friend-with-no-good-attitude-and-manner.. Maybe i made a mistake that i slipped through and not noticing it.. Sorry..


** After all that happened, there's always room to improve.. and there's always light for every darkness that occurred.. all these teach us to be a better n proper behave person.. InsyaAllah.. Aminn.. :)




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