Thinking or Dilemma?? Maybe..

As-salam..

actually, i'm not sure either it's right or wrong to post this but i'd chose to post it up.. recently, i've been so sensitive i think as i can even know that some people are changing.. change from the way they behave towards me.. towards others, i'm not sure..

Maybe it's true that i'm too sensitive or Maybe it IS true that they had changed theirs.. Wallahualam..

if they did, i really want to know about it.. only i'm not sure will they tell me the truth about it or not.. to be more specific, peeps always hiding the truth and never want to say anything that can hurts others aite? but i think i prefer the truth though it's bitter rather than enjoying the sweetest lying words..

Maybe i made a mistake accidentally and never realizing it even though i kept on thinking bout it.. Maybe it's the thing that i' assumed as a simple easy thingy but for them it's BIG and hard.. Maybe it's my fault for being too honest.. or Maybe it's ME that think too much on it.. I'm really in ambiguous situation.. about myself and them..

seriously i've never been in this situation before.. but come Hell or High Water, i still have Allah by my side.. Thank you Allah for always shine my day.. 

For them, i'm really sorry if i ever hurt you people.. here, i seek for your forgiveness as i don't want to be someone that is so called friend-with-no-good-attitude-and-manner.. Maybe i made a mistake that i slipped through and not noticing it.. Sorry..


** After all that happened, there's always room to improve.. and there's always light for every darkness that occurred.. all these teach us to be a better n proper behave person.. InsyaAllah.. Aminn.. :)




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Domo

as-slm.. actually aku xde la nk ckp pe2.. just nk express this : I MISS DOMO!! surely can't never have d chance to do what i did before again n not anymore i guess.. whatever it is, i really did miss it.. major!




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~layannnn~

[Jennifer]Na na nananana nana na-eh (4x)
[Lil Wayne]Ahem, Hi, I'm Tune, the man on the moonI live on the beach, get the sand out ya shoesAnd all of that changed since I met youSo we can leave that old shit in the restroomOk, now I'm into you, like you never knewI'm falling for you baby, I need a parachuteSo wet, I need a wetsuitYou're way too fly, I could be ya jet fuelNow tell me what you likeI like what you tell meAnd if you understand me, than you can overwhelm meIt's too late, it's too lateEvery finish line is the beginning of a new raceYoung Money!...
[Jennifer]You've got me and I could not defend itI tried but I had to surrenderYour style got me under the spellLeft me no other choice but to get down
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)It's too late, it's too lateYou've got it (you've got it), you've got it (you've got it)You've got it (you've got it), you've got it
When I look into your eyes, it's overYou've got me hooked with your love controllerI'm trippin' and I could not get overI feel lucky like a four leaf clover
Cuz I'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaahI'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh (4x)
Listen, now I'm strong baby I bring the fire onSharp shooter, you can call me the zionI'm not the one easy to get toBut all that changed, baby when I met you
It's too late (it's too late), it's too late (it's too late)It's too late (it's too late), it's too lateYou've got it (you've got it), you've got it (you've got it)You've got it (you've got it), you've got it
When I look into your eyes, it's overYou've got me hooked with your love controllerI'm trippin' and I could not get overI feel lucky like a four leaf clover
Cuz I'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaahI'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh (4x)
I'm not burning and I'm feeling you boyGet it on if you feeling my world nowI love the way that you movingAnd I'm listening to how you grooving
So if you need me, just call on the cruiseWe can be whatever that you want in the newsBoy, cause I'm on it, you on it, we on itSo baby just tell me now
[Jennifer]When I look into your eyes, it's overYou've got me hooked with your love controllerI'm trippin' and I could not get overI feel lucky like a four leaf clover
Cuz I'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaahI'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaah
Nana nananana nana-na-eh (4x)
Cuz I'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaah babyI'm into you, I'm into youI'm into you, yeaaah

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Honesty-Trust

As-slm.

today, i learnt that Honesty cannot be earned in just a minute nor hours, nor days, n not even months.. it take years and sometimes whole life..

talk about honesty, i have one problem with it as i trust people easily and trust them with all my heart.. well, on the other hand it is good because you will keep on thinking in a positive ways but on other part, it is SO not great  because people can take advantage easily on the trust. Besides, you will be a very kind-hearted on that particular people as you cannot think negatively as you trust them.. Yes, there will be a doubt thought but only few percentages which will not affect the Trust..

therefore, now i'm looking forward on ways to solve it.. How? i don't even know how.. But one thing for sure, i will try my very best to not being so-like-trust-giver-person.. Apart of it, i will keep my attitude to be honest to people which deserves to..

Other than that, have nothing else to tell.. Yes, I have but not now.. not a right medium though..

last but not least, Fighting for Exam!!!



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1,2,3,4,5,....

as-slm...
hye! aku x taw nk hapdet ape.. just wanna drop by.. lalalala...
actually aku ngah x taw nk buat ape.. aku mls nk bukak buku mlm nih sbb aku sgt penat nk ngadap buku slps struggle buat sume saimens, tests, n sgale bnde mggu lpas n mggu nih.. jadiknye, aku mls nk ngadap buku dolu.. so, aku ngadap la aku nye social network dolu.. p siyes aku rse pelik bile x stdy.. mayb sbb aku nih jenis yg ske mmbce kot.. *ye la sgt ske mmbce ye.. hahaaha

tapi xpela.. aku ttp x ske nk mmbce dolu mlm nih.. n lao bleh esok aku nk g ngedate ngn mmber2 aku.. lme kot x kuar ngn dye org though kt uni slalu mkn ssme.. lepak ssme bile msg2 xde kelas.. p still x sme ngn lepak2 kt luar smbil x yah nk fikir dolu psl stdy.. heehhe.. p tgok la dolu mcm mne sok.. InsyaAllah lao xde pape, aku kuar r ngn dye org.. lao x, trpakse la ku tggu smpai hbis final t bru r dpt spend mse ngn dye org.. insyaAllah.. Hopefully...

tu je r aku nk buat untuk entry kali nih.. sbb aku lack of ideas nk tulis psl pe.. :)


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Critical ke aku?

As-salam..

hye korang sume.. lame rse nye x ngadap lagi lappy dengan niat nak update blog ni.. bukan ape.. sangat busy sampai menteri kewangan kat bank negara tu pun x busy mcm aku nih..
x kesah la.. asalkn keje seap n bleh submit on tym tu kirenye elok la kan..

lame x update blog nih.. dah sampai berdebu n ade sarang labah2 sda..
hari ni nk cyte la cket psl aku nye life smnjak x hapdet blog nih.. bnyk nk cyte p aku amek yg hujung2 ni je lye.. sbb kte ni lbih ske tgok yg hjg dari yg starter.. aku sndr pun ske je tgok hjg compared dgn mule2 cyte..

mcm ni.. Al-kisahh...
tau2 la kan bile dah final year n final week of class nih kan.. keje mmg makin berlambak bukan berkurang.. begitu gak ngn saimen, presentations, tests, n reports bagai.. buat mmg smpai x tdo mlm n mcm zombie kampung pisang pun dah ade je rpe aku skunk nih...


 mcm ni la rpe aku.. hampeh tol kan.. xde la buruk sgt mcm nih.. haha.. ko ade??? haha

x kesah la.. yg tuh aku trime.. dah tu sume member2 plak pakat2 ramai2 buat mekap ala2 beruang panda asli.. memang menjadi la walau xde sorang pun stuju nk pakai.. sbb nye sume dh ade bulatan hitam bawah mata sbb x ckup tdo n caffein berlebihan..

part yg mekap n zombie bagai tuh aku trime n sgt x kesah.. tapi yang aku kesah bile dah msok last week class mcm nih, ade plak yg tarik diri dr semester.. nk cuti sem katenye.. hurm.. mmg aku jadik makin gile n stress ngn sume nih.. asyek nak marah jgn ckp la.. mmg hangen je kojenye.. tapi itu la kan.. pompuan.. kalau x emosi, bukan pompuan la namenye..

okies.. yg tuh aku pun bleh trime dlm mse kurang stgh hari sbb timbang2 tara sume ape yg budak tuh buat smpai dye x leh nk stdy.. aku on..

yg aku pling x bleh blah, bile ade sorang mamat nih.. mule2 dpt num mmg msg je kje nye.. cyte ngn aku everything psl dye.. aku pun lyn la gak.. karang x lyn ckp sombong lak kn.. aku lyn kn aje la.. dah elok2 aku layan dye.. tibe-tibe..! *nak buat saspen lak aku nih*

tibe-tibe, dye hilang mcm tu jek.. x msgs apetah lagi call.. aku x taw la nape.. plik sgt aku.. bile jmpe tang kt cafe mkn kt uni, tegur lagi.. bleh lagi bercakap.. p pas tuh mmg bisu deam seribu bhse.. aku x taw nape.. aku msg n call tnye nape, bleh plak makin jadik budak pekak n bisu sbb x jwb fon n x ckp pe2.. tak msok g bab buta kott sbb msg aku yg dok send tu pun x nmpk.. hailaaaa...

sungguh aku x fhm.. p mesti korang nk tau gak kn nape aku msgs n call dye pd hal xde pape kan?? aku mule ske kat dye.. aku nk ckp aku x brani sbb dye sgt elok berbanding aku.. aku deamkan aje.. n aku keep on trying buat dye sedar ke'existan' aku.. p still dye x leh nmpk aku.. agaknye aku jadik makin kurus n terlampau kurus sbb stress sampai x nmpk kott.. p x gak.. sbb yg laen mseh nmpk g aku kt ctu..

sumpah smpai skunk aku rse mcm plik.. aku x tau aku buat ape kt dye smpai dye x nk lyn aku.. jadik hari nih, aku ckp la bnde nih kt kwn aku.. merangkap adeq aku.. dye ckp.. "ssh2 buat reverse psychology je.." tu ktenye..

aku buat reverse psychology?? memang aku-bukan-aku-yang-sarcastik- la lao x buat mcm tuh.. aku mmg reti2 sgt buat bnde tuh.. cmenye aku x reti bile kt dye.. nape yerk??? hurm.. hampeh tol kan.. dh la nk msok kurun Final Exam, bleh plak zaman jahiliah masok balek.. ayarkkk!!!

xpe la.. cukupla dolu smpai cne dolu aku blog hapdetkn page blog aku nih.. karang pnjg sgt korang x nk bce g.. :)


aku chaow chin chaow dolu la.. as-slm..
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KFC yang aku minat slama ni...

As-salam..

X senonoh!

siyes, aku trus jadi x minat nk mkn KFC ni g.. tolong la kalau buat kerja tu ikhlas and follow konsep yang sepatutnya.. bukan macam ni.. tak fikir ke orang yang makan tu nanti sape and macam mana keadaan dye orang?? haish!! memang memalukan oww..

KFC and the person that appeared in the video should step ahead and seek for forgiveness from everyone.. memalukan and disgusting! Really!!!



lao xnk click kt link tuh, bleh tgok direct kat video nih..

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